.:: Broken Imagary ::.

9:59AM

Placebo -- Meds [ Lyrics ]
Puddle of Mud -- Blurry [ Lyrics ]

10:42PM

It didn’t take long to finish. I’m opening it early because frankly, I’m ready to drop this pseudo life and move on to bigger and better things.

So without further adu, I introduce vitalaeon. Friend it, love it, stalk it. :D

12:25AM - ATTENTION

I'm taking a page from Jen's book and getting a new LJ. New year, new me, new LJ.

This is gonna be the famous testimonial post. Leave something, anything, here about me you wanna say. I don't care. :D

When the journal is done, there'll be a link. WOO!

♥

1:53PM

These soaps... The melodrama is so much worse than a RP. So much faker than Pamela Anderson's boobs.

But...

I. cannot. turn. away.

10:29AM

La la la, boredom.

Weee, I'm sick.

Look at all the colors!!

Have I mentioned I'm bored?

And sick?

12:34PM - I'm a Loser

Not so harsh meaning... INTP

hah

Loser- INTP 20% Extraversion, 60% Intuition, 53% Thinking, 40% Judging

Talked to another human being lately? I'm serious. You value knowledge above ALL else. You love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. The fact that nobody else cares still hasn't become apparent to you... Nerd's a great word to describe you, and I seriously couldn't care less about the different definitions of the word and why you're actually more of a geek than a nerd. Don't pretend you weren't thinking that. You want every single miniscule fact and theory to be presented correctly. Critical? Sarcastic? Cynical? Pessimistic? Just a few words to describe you when you're at your very best...*cough* Sorry, I mean worst. Picking up the dudes or dudettes isn't something you find easy, but don't worry too much about it. You can blame it on your personality type now. On top of all this, you're shy. Nice one, wench. No wonder you're on OKCupid! Now, quickly go and delete everything about "theoretical questions" from your profile page. As long as nobody tries to start a conversation with you, just MAYBE you'll now have a chance of picking up a date. But don't get your hopes up. I am interested though. If a tree fell over in a forest, would it really make a sound? ***************** If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this. ***************** The other personality types are as follows... Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging Almost Perfect - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging Crackpot - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging

11:58AM

heh I'm so bored.

( Insulting Away Messages )

heh, funny stuff.

Bored.com, who knew?

12:07PM

( Lots of emoness. Skip if you don't feel like reading )

Some new writing to reflect my current mood over in shattrdillusion

9:32AM - Thefted from Jen and Des

11:41AM

I have a sick obsession with collar bones. mmmm.

( swoon )

Yum. I so adore Julian. He's so gorgeous. *swoon*

10:20AM

I haven't listened to this song in so long.

Mars Volta - Widow

He's got fasting black lungs
Made of clove splintered shardes
They're the kind that will talk
Through a weezing of coughs

And I hear him every night
In every pore
And every time he just makes me warm

Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Must I hide?
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone

Look at how they flock to him
From an isle of open sores
He knows that the taste is such
Such to die for

And I hear him every night
On every street
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from…

Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Then I'll hide
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone

Oh lord
Said I'm bloodshot for sure
Pale runs the ghost
Swollen on the shore

Everynight
in every pore
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from…

Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Then I'll hide
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone

Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Let me die
Cause I'll never
Never sleep alone

8:40PM

You meet someone.
You like someone.
You go out with someone.
You make an ass out of yourself.
You die.

*shakes head*

I'm a moron. Simply put. A moron that not only inadvertently talks a lot of shit, but also manages to embarrass herself in anyway possible.

Someone shoot me? Please? Between the eyes.

Current mood: crushed

10:38PM

( Thefted from Chance, and quite accurate, actually )

3:56PM

Woo. 2 pounds. Its amazing how excited one can get when you lose a little weight. When I mean a little, that's like... 1% of what I want to lose. But yeah. Fun times in my bathroom.

We start the AEP classes tonight. We'll see how that goes. We're on our own for two hours a night, and then we have a teacher come in for an hour to help us, should we need some help. My main problem is I don't want to practice while at home. I think its because I want to talk to some people Matt instead. My priorities aren't where they should be. All though I will say that I'm doing very well for my lack of practice. So, thats good yes? I should practice an hour a night before I go to bed. I think thats what I'll do. Yeah. Sounds good. Do my crunches, practice my steno, and go to bed. Woo. Sounds like a game plan to me. With these AEP classes, I could get done sooner than anticipated. In that case, I should be able to start working, say fuck you to Twin Bridges, and start making real money.

I think the hardest part of leaving Twin Bridges is not seeing Hanna everyday. :( I'll miss her. What am I talking about? I can go and visit her whenever I want. Dur.

Speaking of Hanna, I've come to this conclusion that she's the only one I'm going all out for, for Christmas. She's the most important person right now in my life. She's my rock. Even if she does go through her spurts of not talking to me because of some stupid ass reason. Psh. Family is for life. She gets over it with some time. ♥ Hanna.

( Things to do Before Cancun )

Sounds like a plan, yes?

I can't believe that my hair is flipping up all ready. I just got it cut again last week or so. Bah. Stupid hair. Sometimes I wish I could pull off the bald look, because I would so not do it. I don't know, the rate I'm going, I'll be bald by the time I'm 30! Whenever I get out of the shower, there's like 10 or 15 strands around the drain. Yes, I know your hair falls out normally. I wanna be dramatic, ok? Psh. XD

Erm... Brain fart. I know I had something else to say, but...

Do you ever feel like you're getting dumber? No, I'm serious. I know I didn't have these many brain lapses a while ago. Maybe I'm just not paying attention to as much as I used to? I have no idea, but sometimes it scares me. I need brain food. More fish. More vitamins. Yep. Sounds good anyway. hah. I'm so hyper, and I didn't even have my coffee yet. My fingers will just be flying tonight! Rawr look out Steno machine.

oh man, someone smack me around a bit... Please!

OOH! If you want an xmas card from lil ole me, Give me your address. I know I did this last year, and you probably gave it to me then, but people move, I forget, I lose them, new people... You know how it goes. This'll be screened for your protection!

Edit
Ever have that favorite pair of Jeans? mmm. I love these jeans to no end. Sad but true, I think its time for new jeans though... *tear*

11:11PM

oh my god

is it even possible to get razor burn from veet?!? My legs are on fire. I don't mean like "ow it stings" I mean like "OH MY FUCKING GOD AMPUTATE MY DAMN CALVES BECAUSE THEY BURN!!"

it probably doesn't help I just put lotion on, huh? D'oh!

9:05PM

wtf is up with these love songs coming up on my iTunes?

Edit
Green Tea and honey = yummy goodness

7:41PM - Vigilante

Seems like everyone is doing this, and so will I, because I follow the pack and shit. Yeah. Go me.

( I'll cut it cuz I'm cool like that )

12:26AM

Sometimes it all just makes me wonder. Some people are just not photogenic. I am one of those people.

11:46PM

The moon is so pretty tonight. I just went for a quick walk around the block. When I say block, I don't mean the mile long block, but the half mile. Its freaking cold outside. You have no idea. My thighs are bright red, its that cold.

Orion's Belt was out in plain view. A plane went through the middle of it because it sort of sliced Orion across the "waist". It was still nice to see it clearly. I don't know why, but thats been my favorite constellation for some time now. What I wouldn't give just to lay out in the yard with someone and just talk, cuddle, and things of the like...

I had a lot more I wanted to say, but I suddenly got all... blah. Now I don't feel like it.

10:16PM

She Wants Revenge - Tear You Apart

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind

Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright

Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear

I want to fucking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart